Yoga gave me Truth.. Satya

So the big move date it rapiddddly approaching. Bittersweet. Sam met me at my 'old house' and we packed all my stuff. We had from 9-5 to get it all packed and ready for the Uhaul that comes on Monday...but of course Billy who from here on out will be referred to as CS ...(cock sucker) - not bitter just truth ;) showed up at 3 (even though he promised he would not be there till 5) well I am sure we all know how this ended...not good. Lets hope all my stuff is still in the boxes and not out in the snow banks.

I am sitting here today Thursday February 26, 2009 looking at my life wondering how a smart strong capable women let her life get to this point. Let myself loose myself. I gave my heart, soul, spirit to someone and something that i believed in to my core...to be left living out of a suitcase watching everything i have known for a very long time end. I have built a good life a solid life, but along the way forgot about me, and lost the one person that will always be there for me no matter what...ME.

I in no way want nor need sympathy for my situation, I got myself in, I can damn well get myself out. I will come out the other side of this pain so much stronger, aware of myself, my worth and aware of my truth.

Yoga brought me back. I dedicated the last 2 years to exploring every aspect of Yoga that I could...and you know what i found...ME.

I am looking forward to this next chapter in my life and doing my very best to keep an open heart and an open mind. I know I have great things to give this life, and that is exactly what I plan to do. When i leave this body, i will have left some impact on this world....maybe just a beautiful garden, or have given Yoga to abused women, or maybe my smile gave someone hope...

Love love and more love